Why do I sometimes look back on my decision? I know it's what I wanted.I know that it's the best decision that I'd made at that point of time. So why..do I often look back and think.."Hey..you could have just" or" I should have just...”. Kenapa ek? I always hear people saying "Make your choice, and don't look back. ever".. Why? Is it not permissable? Does looking back means that you are weak in making decision concerning yourself and your life? Does that make me a lesser person?
When I looked back, it's not necessarily that I regreted my decision.Kengkadang tu,I just want to reflect. Apa tak bule ke?Memang la ada a few decisions that I have made yg I rasa tak patut, or salah.But that mistakes thought me apa? So that next time I'd know better, and hopefully won't make it again. Tak betul?
Tapi memang menyesal la..tak ikut member-member holiday this week. But that decision not to go was made because of other occurrences that can't be avoided. Regrets? Yep. For not going.
But I'd rather have that regret than disappointing my loved ones. I looked back, I regretted not going, but at the end of the day, I'm glad I didn't.
So? Tak salah kan to look back?
Posted by Maff